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Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Life; Published: 08 April 2011

Oh man was I ever sick last week... I am still a teeny bit run down (so I was secretly glad when it didn't work out for Matt and I to go kickboxing) but definitely better and on the mend. Cheering me up is this picture of Nimoy that looks really emo, plus he was trying to dodge the camera, so his nose looks twice as long as it is. He has a pretty short nose for a dog. The reason I was taking the picture is because he went sniffing around in a bush and came out with a huge branch stuck in his beard. Clearly the branch does not look that big because it is blurry... but it was a cute moment between a girl and her redonkulous dog.

Read more: Still Alive!!

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Thoughts; Published: 31 March 2011

I had some time to kill yesterday and decided to get a tea at Second Cup and read my Bible. I was kind of struck by Psalm 136 because every other line is the same: His steadfast love endures forever. So I wrote a psalm of my own - see above (you can click to make it bigger). Enjoy!

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Thoughts; Published: 30 March 2011

Today was a beautiful day, and I spent way more time outside than usual walking to school for a meeting, walking to the plaza to get tea for my sore throat, walking back to school for class (in five minutes).
Yesterday morning I was the latest for class that I have been all semester (the problem with the 401 is the later we leave our place, the busier traffic is and the even longer it takes to get to school!), but I stopped in the seminary lounge on my way to class to fill my thermos with hot water. There was a man there about to use the hot water but he let me go because I had to get to class. As the thermos was filling up and I said thank you, he replied,

"You can only do the best that you can with the time you are given. Have a beautiful day!"

And that phrase stuck with me through the day and all day today as well, so I wanted to pass it along :)

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Scripture; Published: 29 March 2011

"For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light."

Jesus is being sincere, but it often feels like maybe this is some kind of punchline. Easier than what, Jesus? Lighter how, now that I am working for what I cannot see or suffering consequences I did not anticipate? Submitting to the yoke of Christ can be physical agony and mental torment, and in those moments this verse feels like a lie. But this too is a promise, that we are never alone when we struggle, that even the terrible weight that we feel is only a small portion of the burden that Jesus bears with us. This is true of grief, fear, loneliness, fatigue, disappointment, betrayal, and loss.

Read more: An "Easy" Yoke, 3/3

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Scripture; Published: 28 March 2011

"I am gentle and lowly in heart"

This is the first clue to life yoked to Jesus. He is the one we must follow and emulate and he says from the beginning that the pattern to follow is to be gentle and lowly. It is also a promise that he will not change us all at once or hurt us or humiliate us. It is uncomfortable to change, to adjust and to submit, but the One we are trusting with our lives is gentle and lowly, and he will help us to be too. He is not an impatient teacher, and he never forces, but as we live our lives yoked snugly to his side we see more easily when we are out of step, and with experience we see time and again that his way is always better. This helps motivate us to trust him more, to make bigger changes, to follow less flinchingly.

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Scripture; Published: 27 March 2011

Matthew 11:28-30
Come to me, all who labor and areheavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me, for I am gentle and lowly in heart, andyou will find rest for your souls. Formy yoke is easy, and my burden is light.

"Come to me, all who labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you, and learn from me... and you will find rest for your souls."

When we take up his yoke, we are binding our lives to Jesus and submitting to wherever he leads. His work may not be the work we had in mind, but we are no longer our own masters, and his way brings rest for our souls. Rest doesn't always come right away - there are things we must learn, habits we must break - but it is the main promise of this verse. Maybe this is why Jesus invites those "who labor and are heavy laden," because they will recognize the rest that he gives them. This rest he promises is not a vacation but a redirection of purpose that builds up and bears fruit and allows us to persevere knowing our efforts will not be wasted. It is remarkable how generous this offer is, but also how difficult, for we are used to straining on our own, doing the best that we can and resigning ourselves to the consequences. But it is important to note that Jesus doesn't say that he'll come to us and help us, but that if we come to him he will set us free from our striving - we must leave our past work behind. Yes, he is the shepherd who goes after the lost sheep to bring it back to the herd, but this is not an endorsement for us to choose our own way - it is a testimony to his grace. When he calls us back to him or guides us back on the right path, we must submit to his guidance and obey his boundaries. THIS is the rest Jesus promises.

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Thoughts; Published: 27 March 2011

This is a post I wrote back in February but didn't publish because it's a hard topic. I didn't want to rattle off thoughts about suffering while I wasn't really going through any suffering and come off like a douche. I haven't gone through any suffering since then to justify publishing the post now, but having let time pass and still agreeing with what I wrote, I feel just comfortable enough to throw it out there. So here it is:

The sermon this week was about how Jesus is not a quick fix for our problems, a genie that we can make wishes on and then get back to life as usual when our needs are met. There was also a good bit about when God seems to fail and bad situations aren't resolved, broken hearts stay broken etc. and it is hard to explain without seeming trite. I think that giving meaning to suffering is something that has to come through the sufferer - someone on the outside who says "something good can come out of this terrible thing that has happened to you - God will use it for good!" very often make God out to be either very cruel or very heartless for subjecting us to misery "for his purposes." I didn't love the illustration our pastor used because it seemed to imply that God holds out on us sometimes so that we can relate to others who suffer.

But there is a nugget of truth somewhere deep in the middle of all the confusion and tension, that God does give meaning to pain. Suffering humbles us, reminding us of our weakness, and often makes us cry out for help. Sometimes it teaches us something, and that helps us find meaning in it. Most often it shapes us, whether we realize it or not, and affects our identity and our outlook on life.

No conclusion yet, just thoughts I'm processing... comments welcome.

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Life; Published: 26 March 2011

Thanks Dad, for offering to let me listen to your neighbour mowing the lawn. It's really comforting to know that somewhere in the world, things are as they should be. Here, however, they are not. We had a couple really great, mild days, and then Wednesday morning woke up to snow. My bus got hit by a car (no biggie, the car didn't even stay at the scene), and I saw two near-accidents waiting for the next bus to come. The ground has turned hard again, after I was so hopeful for Spring! I have muck-proof boots; I saw a robin; I wore pantyhose instead of tights!

Discouraging though the snow may be (and the cold temperatures, the biting wind), we in Toronto have seen a glimmer of hope and know that Winter can't last forever. Soon enough, we'll be complaining about the humidity I'm sure. In the meantime, I have been trying to enjoy feeling cozy and bundled up while I still need to wear a mile-long coat.

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Life; Published: 22 March 2011

So... This Friday at youth group Matt showed me this video. It is the worst song in the history of music. Cavemen farting makes more sense. Please watch it: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD2LRROpph0

THEN watch this "lyrical analysis"!! Seriously, this kid is the only way I survived three hours of this song being stuck in my head at work.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=716vZC6eZc4

Watching both videos to the end is a recipe for laughter.

Details: Written by: Alyssa; Category: Life; Published: 19 March 2011

Matt and I saw the Adjustment Bureau on Tuesday - a very cool movie! It was much more romantic than I expected, and it brings up ideas about free will and fate, so Matt and I had a big chat afterwards about what we think on those things. There were a couple internal problems with the plot and the concepts, but they didn't bother me too much, and I really liked that it was a very thought-provoking movie, even with its imperfections. Matt Damon is one of mine and Matt's favourite actors, and I thought he and Emily Blunt (the female lead) did a great job.

The movie is based on a short story, but I don't know if I'd read it or not... I recommend the movie for sure though! Tell me if you see it and we can talk about it :)

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